It’s a very dystopian realisation.
Something was done without the consent of your parents or yourself that has a lasting impact on the rest of your life.
I just hope we hold those responsible to account. This was researched in the 90’s and the scientista that worked on it were muzzled.
You can read about that here:
https://e360.yale.edu/features/a_warning_by_key_researcher_on_risks_of_bpa_in_our_lives
Yeah, usually if I get stuck in my head I’ll just go work in the garden. Bit of sunshine and toil usually gets me unstuck.